A LOVE STORY ABOUT A FAKE VIRTUAL WELCOME
I decided to write here and then tell you what happened to me a few days ago, a brief history of an 'experience with a moral. I will not name for privacy, are a very respectful for certain things. Then start ...
2 years ago I knew a guy in Rome on Netlog, we exchanged contact MSN and so on from time to time we felt ... one of the many friendships that you make Online is a pleasant person with which to chat in his spare time, you grow fond of, etc. can intrigue. I was intrigued by this guy, that I'd like to meet him in person ... but not that much that is, if I met him ok well if not ... live the same here. Well the 'other day I wrote about Msn and told me that he would come to the town where I am now because he found the girl from them and that if I wanted I could meet him and all the way here ok. For me it was fine to me was pleased it is only in friendship with both the likelihood that something more could be born ... but never having seen, how could I know if I wanted only as a friend or something more? I am a consistent person, I do. After a while, 'he writes because he does not know whether to come to see his "girlfriend" (in quotes because the type in question was "boyfriend" virtually) to see it because it was presented to his parents and he hates those things, I will I responded, "Well, but your girlfriend can not say that comes with Friends? Can not lie to her? "And his answers seemed to be no, so guess what happened?? CI PROVO 'WITH ME, of course. He asked me if I was to appear with mine, if I wanted to go to Venice with him .. . and I when I was a bit 'well, a bit' shaken, a bit 'wrong but then I said to myself "well if you ask me would probably see me and that girl does not care that much" so I said "Well if you want I am, I do not know if only as a friend or something more but I am here" ... HOWEVER, 'he wanted to be sure to come up here for someone to flirt . But I as consistent as I be sure, maybe I saw it, I knew him and I did not like ... that are realistic and what the fuck oh. It could happen 's incontrario fact I said "50 to 50." He began to battered balls with romantic text messages and things like that but without success for abordar told him "listen, go to hell *****" but it was not out of malice as to why I bother the kids who want to stand with one foot in most shoes, and make a decision mona. Well, finally, the decision 'was taken, but doing too much cool, because I'm a bit' snubbed him because of his behavior as childish: "I do not think this story know, meet me bla bla bla" wanted to meet secretly by his "girlfriend" that he had not even seen, let us account. His decision then was to see his girlfriend and if I wanted, I could see a couple 'of hours before hidden from her. I refused and disgusted by this behavior and I told him absolutely not. So by adults, EDUCATION AND HONEST I preferred by me, do not see it and leave it at that little girl of 4 money (OPS sorry).
Well, I have seen in the meantime I have not thought about and I did more ... I rewrote until he swaggers and thinking cool, making the top and so on. Oh yes because I shot me ... then if one feels inferior to me to behave in this way, conditioned by his "girlfriend" because apparently I do not stand much just start tirarsela. Well dear
god (we write it in lower case, I do not believe in god) should not have done.
V for Vendetta was reincarnated in me at that moment, and how good it can be vindictive ... my mind had taken over. Mo
I did? I copied the conversazoni and messages under the photo where the two were together in question: D after arguing with the girl, he wrote to me "You suck."
OPS, do so disgusting? I said "what ever you;)" and stopped me on MSN.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MISSIONE COMPIUTA!
Se era riuscito a dirmi un' affermazione tale voleva dire che li avevo fatti litigare, no? ;) LOL
Beh che dire, non ho perso niente... anzi direi che ho fatto solo bene.
Non è la prima volta che mi capitano situazioni simili...solo che sinceramente vista l' età del ragazzo (23 anni se non sbaglio) non me l' aspettavo. Credevo di avere a che fare con gente matura... non con gente che si perde ancora con queste minchiate...quindi faccio un appello: RAGAZZI, SE VI RISPECCHIATE NEL TIPO IN QUESTIONE... STATEMI ALLA LARGA CHE E' MEGLIO, SOPRATTUTTO PER VOI ;D
Voi non trovate patetico fidanzarsi attraverso Internet? Io non l' ho mai fatto, MAI...e di gente che ho conosciuto on Netlog and Facebook I've known a lot, but so much and despite being a nerd ... would never do that, that love is? E 'deserve to be called love? I do not think ... is fiction.
Child and pathetic fiction.
- Kelly Hilton -
Monday, January 3, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
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Welcome 2011, this year I really hope to change my life radically.
First I would get out of town where I live and where I go to school and move back to my hometown. This year I hope to make a real change in my life, start doing everything I always dreamed of, and commit myself to the utmost to reach all my goals ... which is not the most 'love, perhaps, fortunately. I am a bit 'and I feel very misanthropic resigned in recent times ... In fact, I do not want to consider a more "human" but of what, I'll talk soon.
At the start of each new year I always think so, that will change many things, which I will turn my life but so far much nothing has happened because of my young age ... But now, although still young, I almost 17 years and although in the end I still just do not want to stand around with my hands. I'm sick of the so called "normal life" is not for me, makes me tired the day and at night I wake up ... I think I'm done for vivermi night, vivermi the show here. Having said that I want to make a promise to myself THIS YEAR I HAVE TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER AND DO EVERYTHING TO MAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME PRE.
list ... and now my list of things to do:
RULE AND WHAT TO DO TO GET TO # 1 FOR ALL MY GOALS:
1.Non BOYFRIEND
dedicate my life to a another useless human being does not make sense.
If a day comes someone like me, it is not considered a human being is another matter ...
but I see it very hard.
2.Non
never gives up Even when everything goes to shit, even when there will be dark periods, those where no one sees ways' s output, never give up.
The fate put me constantly challenged and if this dopottutto are still alive and I still want to fight, I'll do it again.
I have become a better person, I have to get better and better by learning from my mistakes and those of others ... this is my purpose in life, to be the best of all the crap that surrounds us every day ... be a drop of talent in a sea of \u200b\u200bambition .
3.IT IS NOT COMPLY WITH THE RULES
LOL is convoluted, but makes sense.
"If I'd observed all the rules, I would not get anywhere." Exactly
what I meant.
4.THERE NO HOPE IN PRINCE
too far I see the day when really find my prince, but sometimes I pretend that some people may be, I must not delude myself more, I no longer swayed by silly me phrases created by men for the chance to reproduce (in other words, bullshit like "I just want you" to make it to him so that from). If I will be given affection, good or true love from someone who can counter that is fine, but it will be only occasional, now there is no tomorrow ... nothing is forever, that's my philosophy of life. Will I hope not any more "period special "to anyone, they are all ready to stab behind when you least 'issues ... but I still have a small, faint hope that someone on this earth is not as bastard / a, I hope not to lose, given that this is the purpose of my life.
L 'I love dries up and does not allow me to dedicate my time to myself and my ambitions and it makes me feel bad, although I have to thank the' love because it is very often My deepest source of inspiration.
5.CREDERE ONLY IN MYSELF
I know of no stronger person than me. It 'an almost impossible but I swear that the first person that I will support when it I will need me, only me. Unfortunately, sometimes unintentionally trying to support other people and I also very often when I find myself out alone in the midst of many people I feel like looking for someone who loves me and I feel playful eyes ... But I learned that in those moments there is no better person if I can cheer myself. Finally, because even if I try to support other people, that I have always pulled me up ... But I do not know how I can and I'll ALWAYS . Because it imparts, I live with the satisfaction of winning every battle that requires me life.
I do not know what I can observe these things to do, surely partly because, unfortunately, are still human and still be wrong.
But when my brain will turn into a hard drive with an operating system is different, the 'only thing we can do is a crash ...
but then there's always the 'hard formatting.
That said, I promise and swear solemnly that I will give it all, really.
I am committed 'TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON AND REALIZE ALL THAT I HAVE PRESET these years!
- Kelly Hilton -
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